You know, sometimes I am so grateful for this blog and others I hate it! I love it because it is my release and my escape from reality. It is my way of reaching out to you mothers that know just how I feel. It is my release to express my emotions when I have no idea how else to express them.
Then there is the hate.
When people don't understand why I post things that I do.
Why I feel the way that I do.
Things that are said are taken personally and found offensive.
This is not meant to be...
Where is that damn private button on Blogger? Ugh! I wish that I could block some posts from readers, while others I want to share with all my readers. Sometimes I just prefer Wordpress.
Sometimes I wish never shared my blog with friends, family or anyone who actually interacts with me on a personal basis.
This blog is my outlet people; my cigarette, if you will.
If there are issue I need to discuss with you, I will, when my head is clear. Otherwise this is a place for me to sort things through. I may or may not ever confront the issue for my own reasons. Sometimes things just need to lie while others need to rise up when I feel I have my head on straight to deal with it.
Days I regret ever sharing this blog with people other than baby loss mama's....Sigh...