Sam is an angel that was brought into my life. Here is our journey back home...

Sam is an angel that was brought into my life. Here is our journey back home...

Monday, November 28, 2011


You know, sometimes I am so grateful for this blog and others I hate it! I love it because it is my release and my escape from reality. It is my way of reaching out to you mothers that know just how I feel. It is my release to express my emotions when I have no idea how else to express them. 

Then there is the hate. 

When people don't understand why I post things that I do. 
Why I feel the way that I do. 
Things that are said are taken personally and found offensive. 

This is not meant to be...

Where is that damn private button on Blogger? Ugh! I wish that I could block some posts from readers, while others I want to share with all my readers. Sometimes I just prefer Wordpress. 

Sometimes I wish never shared my blog with friends, family or anyone who actually interacts with me on a personal basis. 

This blog is my outlet people; my cigarette, if you will.

If there are issue I need to discuss with you, I will, when my head is clear. Otherwise this is a place for me to sort things through. I may or may not ever confront the issue for my own reasons. Sometimes things just need to lie while others need to rise up when I feel I have my head on straight to deal with it.

Days I regret ever sharing this blog with people other than baby loss mama's....Sigh...


  1. sorry :( sometimes I think I should share my blog with family or friends, but I like having a space where I can write without censoring myself.

  2. I've never shared my blog with anyone I know. I've only shared it publicly twice... during Angie's Spoken Word Blog Round-Up and Small Bird Studio's Blog Hop. Other than that, everyone has stumbled upon it. It isn't private but it isn't "shared" either. I sorta like it that way. I like having a place where I can vent or not worry about hurting anyone's feelings.

    Big hugs!!