I have less than 1 day to go before I meet my new addition to my family. I sit her in the glider that I hope I am holding my little girl in by the weekend nursing her and filling her healthy body with nutrition.
But I can't shake all of the pressure that come with Thursday.
People are praying for her safety and health at this very moment. They are also praying for her arrival. Praying for her to arrive alive. I can't help but think this is my responsibility to do so. I mean who else is going to do that? I never thought the pressure to deliver a live baby would be so much!
Now I know no one means to put this pressure on me. In fact I am putting pressure on myself. But man, is it overwhelming!
I just pray that I have a living, breathing, healthy baby in my arms Thursday.
Sending you lots of love!
ReplyDeleteIt is sad that at this wonderful moment all the grief and fear must filter in from the past. It can't be helped and I read this from all the woman who are having their rainbow babies. I pray that her birth will be full of peace and joy. ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI'm sending you many prayers today!!!
ReplyDeletePraying for you and baby today!
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