It might have been 1 year ago today that you took your last breath…
It might have been 1 year ago today that you gave me your last nudge…
It might have been 1 year ago today that said your good-byes…
It might have been 1 year ago today that you heard my voice for the last time…
It might have been 1 year ago today that you tried to tell me you were in trouble…
I didn't hear your calling…
I was oblivious to you…
Just another pregnancy I thought…
Another baby to bring home to cuddle and love…
I'm so sorry baby…
I'm sorry I let you down…
I'm sorry I disappointed you…
I'm sorry I didn't savor those moments I did have with you alive…
I'm sorry…
As you took your last breath…I wish I was there to hold you…
comfort you…
see you looking back at me…
Tell you I love you…
I love you, Sam.
Can you hear me, Sam?
I love you and miss you!
Can you hear me, Sam?
I'm sorry for not being the mom you needed at the time you needed me most.
Can you hear me, Sam?
Mommy loves you…
Mommy loves you…
Mommy loves you!
Aww, that was beautiful. I will be thinking of you often tonight and tomorrow. I do think Sam knows how much you love him, all he ever felt was love from you!
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Beautifully written. Sam knows you love him, he can feel it every day. Sending you lots of strength as his birthday comes.
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